john and Jessica

John and Jessica have been married for 7 years ..

They loved each other, but Jessica since early cover all her feelings toward John .. He was so scared when John knows how much she loved him, John then left him as lover-lover for this .. But not for John .. He always expressed his love to Jessica with sincere and very open .. Any time when together with Jessica, John always showed great love, as if that was the end of John with Jessica ..

Jessica has always been unpleasant to John .. Every time he's always trying to test how much love John to it. Jessica always try to do things that outrageous and beyond the limits to John .. Although Jessica knew how it was really wrong, but look at the attitude of John who remain in force good to her, making Jessica still survive to see how much earnestness he married the love of a distinguished man. .

The first day of their marriage .. Jessica up late .. He did not have time to prepare breakfast for John when John wanted to go to work .. But John still smile and say, "It's okay .. I'll have breakfast at the office .."

When John came home from work, Jessica did not deliberately cook food that does not like John .. Though aware of it, Jessica was still insisting that her husband would eat it .. John still smile and say, "Wow .. it seems it's time I learned to face challenges Masakanm .. u seem a great challenge, dear .. I can not wait to eat it. "Jessica was surprised, but did not say anything.

But the Angels know how the nights when Jessica fell asleep John prayed, "God .... On the first morning of our wedding Jessica did not make me breakfast. And I so want to talk at the dinner table with him, talking about how beautiful this day, on the first day of our new life as husband and wife .. But that's okay, God .. Because it seems Jessica exhausted after our wedding reception last night lover .. Please help me, God so that he may have enough energy to face the new day with me tomorrow .. Lord, you know how much I could not eat spaghetti because pencernaanku are not so good. . But it seems that Jessica has been working hard to cook food .. Mampukan me to appreciate all what my wife told me, God .. Do not let me hurt her feelings even though it was uncomfortable for me .. "

The second year of their marriage .. Jessica John woke up early to pray together .. but Jessica refused and preferred to continue his sleep. John smiled and finally pray alone.

In the evening after work, John took Jessica to walk to the park .. Although forced, Jessica would eventually also to the place where once he felt so flowery moments with John .. but Jessica refused to embrace John, and said, "No, John. . I'm ashamed ..".. John smiled and said, "Yes, I understand .." Jessica saw the disappointment in the eyes of John, but do nothing to eliminate that disappointment ..

But the Angels know how the nights after Jessica asleep, John offer his prayer .. "God Bless .. I could not bring my wife to be closer to you this morning .. may sleep less because his mind was heavy .. But I'm sure, Jessica Lord willing tomorrow together with me to talk to you .. Lord, you also know the sadness when Jessica meolak kurangkul when the park today. But it's OK He's coming months, probably because it also became more sensitive feelings Mampukan me to see my wife's mood, Lord. "

Third year of their marriage. They now have a son named Mark. Jessica became never again to continue his habit to read with John before going to bed. Jessica more often refuse a kiss John ..

Jessica scolded John all-out afternoon when John forgot to wash their hands when going to hold Mark when John got home from work .. Jessica knows how much it makes John hit .. But the idealism of educating Mark makes Jessica ignore the feelings of John John .. and keep smiling. .

But the Angels know how the nights after Jessica asleep, John offer his prayer .. "Lord, you know how sad my heart now .. Since the birth of Mark, I lost so much time with Jessica .. I missed the times when we read together before bed and kissed him before he fell asleep .. But that's okay .. He was so tired all day care of Mark while I was working in the office .. It's just, let him continue to sleep in my arms, Lord .... Because I love him so much. This afternoon Jessica scolded me because I forgot to wash their hands when holding Mark, God .. I so miss my son so careless to do as requested my wife .. you know how much I would hurt Jessica's words, God .. But that's okay. . Jessica probably only worry about our children's health Mark when I picked him directly. . Health Mark is more important than my pride. "

Fourth year of their marriage .. Jessica does not remember John's favorite food to cook in his birthday .. Jessica is too busy shopping that I forget that John is always asked for Blackforest with chocolate sprinkles and a cherry on top of each birthday arrived ..

Jessica also forgot to ironing a shirt that caused John John late to the office that morning because John had to iron his own shirt .. Jessica knows his mistake, but did not consider it as something important.

But the Angels know how the nights after Jessica asleep, John offer his prayer .. "God, For the first time Jessica's favorite Blackforest forget to make on my birthday this .. And I really liked the cake was homemade. Enjoy the homemade Blackforest cake makes me grateful to have wives who are good at cooking seemed, and felt his love for me .. But this year I do not find it. But that's okay .. maybe more other things are far more important than merely Blackforest it. At least, I still get a smile and a kiss from him today. Forgive me, Lord, if this morning I forgot to smile at Jessica .. I'm too busy ironing my clothes and think about my work in the office .. Jessica seemed to forget to do that, though I've asked for help to her last night. Do not let me vent my emotions because rap boss keterlambatanku today due to Jessica, God .. Jessica may be wrong ironing a shirt which one should I wear today .. After all, my shoes so shiny .. I'm sure Jessica had tried hard to make me look at my presentation was interesting .. Thanks for the good of my wife, God. "

Fifth year of their marriage. Jessica slapped and blames John for Mark ill after they swim .. John was too busy playing with Mark, so do not realize how Mark is very sensitive to cold water swimming pool, which resulted in Mark had to be hospitalized ....

Jessica threatened to leave John in the event anything with Mark .. Jessica saw a pool of tears in the eyes of John, but his heart is more violent than feelings prevail against John.

But the Angels know how much time John and then headed to the hospital chapel and say a prayer, crying .. "God .. Did Jessica slapped me because kelalaianku guard Mark so he was sick .. Jessica has never been rude to me and said, God .. But that's okay .. Jessica really worry about our children so that he acted so .. But God, I was so hurt when he said he would leave me. You know how much she is my soulmate. Do not let that happen, God .. Maybe he worries that once ruled it out on me .. It's okay, God .. It's okay. Originally he gets quiet, I would feel very grateful .. And heal our son, Mark so that he can come back to cheer and play with us again, God .. "

Sixth year of their marriage .. Jessica increasingly distant with John after the presence of Rebecca, their daughter Jessica .. never again accompany John's dinner because maintaining their new daughter was 5 months ..

Jessica also sell diamond necklace giving John and replace it with another, more new jewelry. When John knows it, Jessica knows John restrain anger, but Jessica argued, "John, it's just plain diamond necklace. Anyway, I'm not selling it, but to exchange it for a newer jewelry .. "

But the Angels know how the nights after Jessica asleep, John offer his prayer .. "God, I'm so lonely skip dinner alone without Jessica with me .. I so want to continue telling stories and laughing with him at the dinner table .. You know, that's comfort for the release kepenatanku after a day of work at the office .. But that's okay .. Rebecca certainly need more attention than me .. Besides, Mark would sometimes accompany me .. Just do not let me bury the hurt to Jessica for selling a necklace gift. . You know for so long I'm saving money and go the extra mile for him a necklace, just to prove my gratitude to him for loyalty and devotion as a wife and mother of my children. Forgive me if I'd had time to think to be angry at him .. "

Seventh year of their marriage .. Jessica did not heed the habit of caressing his head and kissed the forehead of her husband John before John left for work .. And Jessica tau, during the time when he forgot to do it, John always return home during the day to get their caresses and kisses Jessica for her .. Because John will never quiet work if it had not been done to him .. Jessica Jessica did not say I LOVE YOU for the first time in 7 years of their marriage ..

And in the seventh year of that, John had an accident while going to office .. He suffered severe bleeding, which made him lay unconscious in his hospital bed ..

Jessica was so shocked and upset .. He was so afraid of losing John, the husband she loved. . That was always there whenever he needs .. Which is always with a smile holds all the emotions and anger. Who never stop saying how much John loved him. . Not the least Jessica moved from the bedside John .. hands clutching fingers of her husband who lay unconscious weak .. Her lips continued to say I LOVE YOU, because he remembered that he had not told the sentence was today ..

Because it is so sad and tired of waiting on John, Jessica fell asleep .. In her sleep, the angel who had been hearing the prayers of John of God took Jessica to see who John spent every night to pray for Jessica .. she is crying sad to see the sincerity and the love of a distinguished John him .. Not the slightest blame John for all his disregard the feelings and dignity John during this .. Instead, John instead blamed himself .. Jessica crying holding her feelings. And for the first time in her life, Jessica prayed, "Lord, forgive me that has been wasted on me love my husband .. Forgive me who do not understand the feelings and pride during this .. Give me a chance to show my love to my husband, Lord .. Give me a chance to apologize and serve him as a husband whom I love .. "

And when Jessica woke up, he saw the radiant love of her husband looked at her .. "You plasticity so tired, dear .. Forgive me who are not careful so the situation should be driving like this and makes you worry .. I'm not concentrating when driving because of the thought that you forgot to say I LOVE YOU to me ..".. Unfinished John speak, Jessica would cry loudly and rushed to hug her husband ..

"Forgive me, John .. Forgive me .. I LOVE YOU .. I really Love you .. You're Matahariku, John .. I can not survive without you .. I promise I'll never forget again say how much I love you. . I promise I will never ignore your feelings and your pride again .. I LOVE YOU, John .. I LOVE YOU. "